Hopeless Musing #20

 

Source: https://weheartit.com/entry/177629737?context_page=2&context_query=circle+flower+photography&context_type=search

DIFFERENCE.

They say there’s a difference between having fun and being happy. That feeling sorry for someone isn’t the same as loving them. That being dead doesn’t mean you truly lived.

And maybe that’s just it.

I keep hoping that the unhappiness will go, that I will let go of those I don’t love, and learn what it means to truly be alive.

But I’m coming up short.

Because I know how to live that way. I just can’t live that way with you.

So I keep doing the same things, circling the same route, a thousand times over, even though I know there’s no beginning and no end for us.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.